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    November 25

    I wish I am not here

    It's 3.40am and I'm very hungry…

     

    Since don't know when, my body system and eating habit have changed. Previously I can have unlimited tea at night and yet sleep like a pig. Somehow recently, especially NOW, I can't do it anymore. Come to think about it, it has been some time since I drank teh tarik at night… So now, it's not that I have work to rush, but it's the after effect of tea and I could not sleep. I'm tired, very tired, but still couldn't sleep.

    What about eating habit? It was my principle to never eat anything after dinner time at night, except when hanging out with other people. Whenever I feel hungry, it would be the indication to go to bed. Many people find it hard to do but that wasn’t me… However, now that I spend most of my nights doing work, I would snack and just chill. I know girls will always have the ‘FEAR’ factor, I do too. So, I'll feel guilty once in a while, but just once in a while…

    Still can't sleep, what should I do? A while ago I was listening to songs. Songs that I love very much. It's funny that sometimes you find yourself loving one thing so dearly at one time. After a while, you don't bother it too much and may even forget about it. But after some period of time, somehow the thing just strikes you again and you ‘rekindle’ your ‘love’. Haha… Yea, I'm talking about the songs. I really loved those songs very much. I remember I used to play them everyday back then in secondary school. I was a freak! Now I am still a freak! Next time I will talk about my freaking freaky moments and you will freak out knowing what a freaky person I am…

    There are few other things that I want to talk about. Should I do it now? Nah, it's really late now. Tomorrow will have a long and exciting day… I want to sleep, I want to sleep, I want to sleep… One sheep, two sheep, three sheep, four sheep, five sheep, six sheep… zzzzzzzzz

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