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July 27 RemarkableWoohoo! It’s Friday night and I am staying home for the night. This happens once in a blue moon where I have no cell group and that is why worth mentioning! For those who do not know, Jacklyn is always occupied from 8.30pm to pass midnight every Friday because she will have cell group, a place where she gathers with few other youths for sharing, fellowshipping and suppering. Hope that I won’t miss them too quick before Saturday comes where I see them again… So what will I do tonight? Let’s see, it will be a quiet night because very few people will actually stay at home (like me now), staring at the computer screen and pretending to do something. Well, because of some faulty planning, I missed a dinner gathering with some friends that I miss very much… Nevertheless, something must be done! Not that I have nothing urgent to do, but just want to make some record here since it’s suppose to be an unforgettable event! Ok, to give myself some motivation and reminder of what needs to be done, I’m going to do assignment! I will pretend to be a nutritionist, giving nutritional advice to one ‘imaginary’ parent who is so worried that her baby will not be healthy… interesting isn’t it? Come to think about it, many times parents are over paranoid over many things and because of that often make unwise decisions. Isn’t God will take care of everything? So why worry? But providing the best and nurturing a child is the calling and the greatest responsibility of a parent. They can’t afford to not care about their kids but raise them up in the best way they can. So in conclusion, don’t start a family if you are not ready, think that you are not ready, emotional over little things and cannot think straight when you are under stress. Ei, why did I end up here? I was supposed to talk about the night. Ok, before half of the night is gone, I better start doing it now. Wish me all the best! July 26 dropping byIsn’t it weird to drop by at your own blog? But anyway I’ve been talking very much less nowadays and most of the talking experiences were to myself. It’s actually not a good thing because it will cause brain stuck as the inputs and outputs were from the same source, which is me, myself and my brain. One thing that makes it worst is I can’t speak them out loud. If not people will think that I'm crazy for talking to no one. The thoughts are just playing catching, chasing each other around and have no destination or conclusion. Sometimes I even think out loud when I’m discussing matters with people over MSN. Now I know how talkative I am, desperate and wanting to talk so much but got no audience and listener. What do you call that? World of my own... I guess this allows me to write more, not having to care who will actually ‘listen’.
Life has been like holidays. Staying up ‘early’ and waking up late. Exams and assignments have been a minor thing to worry about. I have so much time to spend on myself that sometimes it just gets so eventless, just listening to music, watching DVDs and doing nothing (how nothing is done by the way?). Some days ago I was browsing some blogs wanting to know about other people’s lives. The outcome is that life mustn’t be so bored. I have a friend who is ill but she has 100% level of life. Another friend is just like any person living on earth, going through daily lifes but has so many stories to tell.
I think what contributed to my boredom is lack of interaction. Talking to myself has really caused me to have stagnant thoughts and inhibit the flow of electrical signals in the brain. One solution is to read more. Getting and processing new ideas and revolutions. But it may not be good also because if there is only input then it will only cause more brain stucks. So it should have output too, to channel the thoughts out so that more ideas can be processed, butbutbut… talking to other people is quite time wasting because usually the thoughts and discussions will just go round and round also… blablabla.. See, I’m thinking out loud already…
Actually I’ve got some ideas on what to write and do already. At least some activities that I can engage in. I’ll do it when I have the mood… Oh, so it was actually the mood factor…. I see…. July 12 Hey YouSince watching LIVE EARTH last weekend, I’m beginning to like Madonna. I know not much about her and don’t intend to ‘research’ but from the short video on her performance, I think she is really a professional. In spite of her age, she can do performances that are so wow. She got the crowd moving to the beat (even though I don’t understand how they can change the world by jumping, but yeah…) and gave all she has to entertain the crowd (she was dancing, running and jumping with her high heels!). Another thing is she rocks with her electric guitar!! I always admire girls who can play the guitar: Avril Lavigne, Alanis Morissette, Penny Tai etc, and now Madonna! especially during live performances. It looks really cool. So yea, I want to be one too! Writing songs and presenting them with my guitar! But first I got to cut my nails and buff them real nice…heh This song titled Hey You was the opening song for LIVE EARTH London. Madonna presented it with a children’s choir. This song is basically about loving oneself and others but it can also mean many other things depending on how you interpret it. Until I have other revolutions, just enjoy this!
Hey You Hey You Keep it together
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