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April 29 Diagnosed!!!"I will do it when I am ready."
"I don't have the mood to do it."
"I am lazy."
"I want my work to be perfect."
"There is still time."
"I can't do it. It's hard."
"I don't know where and how to start."
"It's going to consume a lot of my time."
Do the statements above sound familiar??
I was in college and picked up a brochure. The title caught my attention. Read on...and I thought that all of these are so REAL! It's like so true to my heart. Oh My Goodness, finally I've got the idea what am I actually going through... PROCRASTINATION!!!
Procrastination in Latin means "in favour for tomorrow". It is the act of putting off or avoiding tasks which need to be accomplished to the very last minute. Procrastination is often putting pleasure before pain. Frequently it leads to the feelings of stress, anxiety, self-blame, feelings of inadequacy, frustration, guilt and self-doubt.
I didn't know the simple act of procrastination can cause such a huge effect. As for me, I have been living in denial for some time, not wanting to know and face the reality. I even thought that my problem is computer/internet addiction, hooking up with unimportant stuff to free myself from duties. I simply believe that things are going to be fine, just wait and see kind of attitude...
Well, time is catching up, the dead lines are getting closer. Time to wake up and do what is right! Stop worrying it, just do it! Hope that anyone out there who has the same problem will be able to overcome it real soon... April 22 spider solitaire!!!On 22nd April Jacklyn wrote...
I'm gonna post a very no life entry....
Has anyone ever win spider solitaire?? Ya, the lifeless computer game where you play when you are very bored, have no life, brain dead, don't know what to write for assignment, before going to sleep etc... it has 3 difficulty levels: Easy: one suit, Medium: two suits and Difficult: four suits.
I have been playing this game for some time. Mind you, Level 3 which is the most difficult level which has 4 suits is IMPOSSIBLE to win! I will salute anyone who managed to solve even one of it! Medium level is not too bad, still solvable. But reading from the statistics, I still have much more loses than wins.
So if anyone thinks games like this are for good for nothing people, you are right to a certain extend. But seriously, you need a lot of patience and some intelligence in order to win the game and getting high score. So, if you have nothing better to do, maybe you want to challenge yourself to win a few games... then you can celebrate your victory with some balloons and fireworks... Before After
On 27 April...
Erm... i guess i have to salute myself cos i have just won 1 spider solitaire difficult level!!! woohoo~ after going through 97 loses, finally i got 1 win, which makes my statistics showing 1% winning rate... haha... so actually impossible is nothing! SS April 19 TAGGED?Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.
1. What is your pet's name? Random 2. What is your most favorite thing to do? Sleeping 3. Three things you plan to do before you die. 1. Have few really good friends 2. Have a good vacation with unlimited money to spend 3. Feed the poor and save lives 4. If you have a close close close close friend since childhood who loves to take away whatever you like, including guys/girls, and he/she always wins, will you still consider him/her your friend? Never had one, don't know 5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be? Live a life without regrets 6. Do you believe you can survive without money? No 7. What are you afraid to lose the most? My sanity 8. If you win $1 million, what would you do? Invest and realize my dreams no. 2 and 3. as mentioned above 9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her? Probably no 10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you. Shwu Nee = Friendly, cheerful, hardworking 11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Sincere, loyal, caring, intelligent, handsome, confident, positive, encouraging... the sequence follows 12. Which type of person do you hate the most? Betrayers 13. What is your ambition? To improve the quality of life in general To be able to have a "good death", probably rapture 15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life? God 16. If you have to choose between career and family, which will you choose? Family 17. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change? My lack of self-confidence 18. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with? All? no single person 19. Name a fruit or vegetable which is most beneficial to your. Why? Broccoli – it is very nutritious, containing many vitamins and minerals including vitamin C, B1, B2, B3, B6, calcium, iron etc. 20. If u were to have God's Power, what would you do? To have all the betrayers to repent I tagged : 1. Josephine 2. Xin Ning
3. Pei Wern
4. Yip Sim 5. Chia Ean 6. Kan Mi
7. Foon Ling 8. Jezreel April 16 unusual encounterthis afternoon i was driving to college, suddenly stopped by a police at road block...
mr policeman: Ah moi, you melebihi had laju (showing his small note book)
me: ok (took out my wallet and IC)... saya ada peperiksaan pada 2.30pm (telling him the reason i was driving fast and hinting him to do whatever is needed quicker)
mr policeman: so nak saman atau minta tolong?
me: (saman i understand... minta tolong? could it be something like appeal?) erm... minta tolong
mr policeman: lima puluh ringgit la
me: Berapa?
mr policeman: lima puluh ringgit
me: (checked my wallet) erm... bagi saman sajalah, saya tak ada duit
mr policeman: tak ada duit? berapa kamu ada?
me: sepuluh sahaja (i was having 25 bucks in my wallet... it's less than 50 anyway)
mr policeman: sepuluh sahaja? (looked out for other cars checking their number plates... stopped another car)
mr policeman: (came back to me) Ah moi, jalanlah
So, was it a lucky encounter? or the police force needs to do something? okay, i'll just follow the speed limit next time...
April 11 more than enoughMore Than Enough
Jehovah Jireh, my provider
You're more than enough for me. Jehovah Rapha, You're my healer, by Your stripes, I have been set free. Jehovah Shamma, You are with me and You supply all of my needs; You are more than enough, You are much more than enough, You are more than enough for me. I was browsing YouTube and found this song... am trully blessed by it.
Sometimes when things, problems, circumstances in our lives seem SO BIG, they overshadow our believes, faith and hope. Our narrow mind can't comprehent the love of God. It can be either that we have not trully experience the love of God or that we have forgotten the feeling of being loved by God. Often in times of hardship, we question about God's existence and power. We dwell on the BIG problem rather than being still and know that God is BIGGER than anything. My prayer is that no matter what happens, we will know that God is the same yesterday, today and tomorrow. He always love us and His love can only get BIGGER if we pay attention to it. He is more than enough for us.
April 04 To Do ListThere are few things that i wanna do very badly...
1. Turn back time to primary school
2. Be a millionaire by the time i wake up tomorrow, hopefully morning
3. Go around the world for vacation in 8 months
4. Go for a shopping spree
5. Graduate university with a first class honours
okok.. now serious one, really serious one...
6. Go to Rawang for real. Please Mrs S....., please help me, i want to graduate... and another Mrs S..., please don't read this
7. Go on a eating spree, especially sushi... for free!
8. Get good grades for my final final exams
9. Play the piano LIKE a pro... as for guitar, leave it to my brother, leave the ugly fingers to him
10. Get myself and my family to practice healthy lifestyle... including eating habit and physical activity... gosh, this is the hardest. somebody support me
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