I think the only reason for me not to write for such a long time is LAZY. I read my last entry, it was written 7 days away from my final exam. This time when I write, my current semester’s final exam is also around the corner. This time is 9 days away. It has been 3 months...

My schedules for these 2 months are quite free and relax. I get to go to the mall more often, watch more movies. I can even go for holiday during the weekend. Well, I really thank God for this blessed privilege. However on these few weeks, God has really showed me many things. As I begin to evaluate my life, I found that laziness, idleness, comfort zones kill. Sometimes we are so comfortable with who we are, with the stuff we are doing, with our routines, with the people we meet... As the result, we neglect changes that need to be made, we take for granted for the many blessings that we have, and we just let life pass by without really living it.

There is a say “You are what you eat.” How we live our lives will determine what we will be. If we manage our diet wisely, we will have healthy body weight; if we are active physically, we will have strong bodies; if we practice our musical instruments consistently, we become good musicians; if we read more fashion magazines, naturally we become fashionable... As I evaluate my life, I found that my life is very normal and dull. Another word, boring. I think it was me who bored me because I am too lazy to make changes, giving excuses for not to change, one most stupid excuse is : "I am like that." or "Too bad.".. I allow it. But one funny thing, God can even work in us when we are lazy!!

God has shown me my weaknesses, my barely “inspired” life. Well, I believe God can change us for the better when we allow Him to. Recently in prayer meeting, we were assigned to a prayer group. These prayer partners I have are warriors. They motivate and encourage me to consistently pray. Haha, it shows that God changes us when we are so unaware. Once again thank God! These precious lessons have thought me to want to improve my life with God in the center. More of God, less of me.